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As The Rain Falls

I scream at the top of my lungs, begging the heavens to open and answer me. Instead, my perfervid plea is absorbed by the water rushing down from the sky to saturate my soul with a cold, bitter depression. Even now I can feel the mud joining the rain in dampening my spirit, as it seeps over my bare feet and steals my ankles. I am being consumed by nature and I do not resist...for the simple reason that I can not. There has been no purpose in my life; there never has been. Instead I am left to this mortal torment of crying out into the nothingness, allowing my inquiries to echo off into eternity, never to return or be heard by any ears save my own.

Lightning flashes in the distance, and I envy it. I envy the illumination that it brings in its very essence. While it brings light, I am left to walk this unlit road with transpicuous emotions always conflicting with each other. For this reason I bury my emotions under layers of darkness so that no one can see them. If I can not understand them, then no one can. Unfortunately, this darkness I pile on top of my emotions only serves to add to the obscurity of the path I travel. The darkness builds and builds until I can not see one foot in front of the other and I stumble into a familiar pit. This pit is where I am even now...standing...crying...waiting for the depression to pass so I can continue on my journey into nothingness. I have decided that that is what this road is called: nothingness. I do not know where it began and I can not see where it ends. I do not even know where I am at present. The only thing I can know is that I know nothing and never will know anything.

As surely as the rain falls, I know nothing.


Contributor's Note

This is copied from my original blog post entitled "And Still the Rain Falls" published on November 13, 2007.

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Contributed by MisterNathan on July 29, 2008, at 7:12 PM UTC.

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